January 2012
9 posts
Happy Chinese fucken New Year aka Luna Year aka being super fucken Asian one week out of the damn year.
People that know me know that i’m probably the most white-washed Asian ever. I don’t even know Chinese; i know more Spanish to be honest. I can’t even carry a damn conversation in Chinese with my own parental. It’s kind of sucky, but fuck, i’m obviously not willing...
Disclaimer: i don’t fucken know how i initially wrote this post to ramble on about turning 20 and how it really sucks to how the fuck i’m such a boring whore, but really, i’m fucken bummed out about turning 20 years old this year! And I want you as a reader to realize that being 20 years old should be the age of “hibernation” so you can have the energy to go fucken...
FUCK EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS MONTH.
Honestly, this month is nothing but bad news. I don’t even have time to blog everything about it, but i imagine i will when winter session is over. January can eat shit, puta.
3 weeks to go.
Winter session is insane because i haven’t had the time to sit down and relax; therefore, i haven’t been able to even think. But i will admit that i noticed i’ve been using profanity more than ever. I don’t even know why! I’m just angry at the world. I want to say 2012 isn’t starting off that well, but really, i can’t dwell on the miseries...
Yum, just finished eating a bags of Flamas Doritos.
I also have red fingers, YUMYUM. Okay, time to go back to work.
One thing about all babies: they love their fucken feet.
I don’t know why, but they just love it. They love to shove it in their mouth and suck it. They love to massage it. They love looking at their feet. It’s just gross, but at the same time, it’s inevitably cute because it comes from damn babies.
But when there’s adult feet fetishers, well, that’s just another...
Obsession at the moment.
My life is controlled by school! Winter session has begun, and it’s crazy. I underestimated the difficulty of the course because i should know this math already; however, for someone to learn 16 weeks of material within 6 weeks, well, that’s just crazy. It’s an overload of information. I’m lucky to have somewhat a background knowledge of it, and i...
I love you so much that it makes me want to punch myself in the face, vagina, and heart.
Love you to pieces.
December 2011
25 posts
The simple beauty of natural.
I came home one night and looked up at the sky as usual, except i found this beautifully odd ring around the moon. It was just amazing. I left my camera with deven, so i had to force him to take this picture of this ring around the moon even though he did not know how to operate my camera. He gave it his best try, and it wasn’t bad at all. This picture...
My nephew is the cutest germ ever.
Dylan here got me sick the day after Christmas. I guess it’s not that bad since it was not on the day of Christmas, yet it was probably one of the worst. I woke up feeling quite ill; literally, i had to run to my bathroom and barf. I texted deven saying i felt shitty and what not, and i told him to come over and take care of me. Yeah that’s right,...
Happy Holidays Everyone!
I haven’t posted in a while because i’ve just been relaxing really since winter session is going to start next week.
For some reason, i’m becoming more modest (or some other word that i can’t think of at the moment). I don’t know how to react to it, yet i kind of feel pleasantly happy with it. It’s not like i got anything special...
Vietnam War.
Upon my studying for history, i’ve hit upon Vietnam War. Really, i knew nothing of this because i never really studied the events from the 1950s to present-day. I didn’t expect much of an eye-opener, but boy did i have an epiphany. During this time, i’ll say roughing 1969-1980, Vietnam was a hot mess (both north and south). Also, during that time period, my mom...
Alma mater.
During one of my friday mexican food date night with deven and his parents, deven mentions how his high school, MHS, is going to CIF once again. I didn’t think much of it because i knew MHS is pretty good in football (according to deven and his friends). But this changed when i found out MHS was playing against SGHS.
Oh my gosh, why couldn’t they play during my senior...
WHAT THE FUCK.
I was just pulling out my history book and folder, and i stumble upon this picture. WHO THE FUCK IS THIS?! I’ve never seen this person before in my whole entire life, yet i have this picture of this random girl. I’m about to shit bricks because this is so freaken weird. How the hell did it end up in my bag? Did someone put it in my bag? I really don’t know. Is...
Watchgioespinuevaa:
A little backstory to this clip before you watch it:
Will Smith’s father abandoned him and his mother when he was a child, and when Will was finally getting into show business and making a name for himself, he tried to sneak his way back into his life like nothing happened. Will co-wrote this episode, and James Avery (Uncle Phil) said “this scene was the hardest thing I’ve ever...
What the fuck should i get for a damn boy?
I hate shopping for deven. I hate all kind of holidays that require gift-givings. It always takes me months to just think of things to get for him. He always out-gifts me because he always get such sentimental gifts and shit. Fucken goddamit. It’s not like i don’t love those gifts; they’re always the best. He always amazes me and is...
Realized that today is my last official day of normal-school day.
Also, i realized my finals are coming up way too close. I do not feel prepared, yet i’ve been studying for weeks.
Double also, after a year of not drinking coffee, i broke it off. We had a spanish-class party today, and someone who works at starbucks brought in a container of coffee that looks adorbes. Eventually, i drank...
Things Disney Taught Me....
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Things this post taught me… whoever made this obviously does not know their Disney movies because Anastasia is not a part of Disney.
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Tumblr has become my best friend. It’s so sad.
Ever since I started school, I disappeared from my REAL best friends, susan & ashley. I truly apologize & i miss you girls sososo much! Even if I wasnt in school, I was working. There’s always something that takes up my time. By the end of the day,…
WHO ARE YOU?! I miss my bestie. WAH. I’m guilty too. I live through...
First college finals ever.
Well, i’m about to begin studying for finals which are next weeks. So late of studying? I know, but my professors having been giving me tests before finals. Lame. Hopefully i will not procrastinate though. I cannot afford to ever procrastinate!
Anyways, good luck to everyone on their finals. Please don’t kill yourself!
Upon my studying…
Two of my sisters are downstairs at the moment talking to each other. Yes, i find it rude that they decide to talk downstairs when i do not have walls for a room, but their conversation has made me lose faith in humanity. Sister #3 believes that scientists takes eggs from women (who donate them) to put microchip into the eggs to clone them; her boyfriend’s father,...
I’ve never been so sad to be an asian.
When i read this article, i just wanted to punch college administrators for even caring about ethnicities of applicants. Nowadays, no one should ever care about a race about a person, rather they should focus on the damn merit of the person.
This is so disappointing to know that the discrimination actually exists. Throughout the article, many...
There’s nothing wrong wearing makeup.
I haven’t dolled myself up for a long time. My life revolves around school; therefore, i look like a slob-kabob everyday; never do i get the chance to go out anymore. I just wear the simplest makeup ever: tightline my eyes with my various neutral colors of eyeliner, mascara, and chapstick. I wish i had the time in the morning just to do my...
I hate myself and everyone else.
On thursday night, there were winds that woke me up every 30 freaken minutes. Seriously, it was ridiculous. I was so tired yet could not sleep whatsoever. By the time i had to wake up for school, i was already pissed the fuck off. I went to shower, thinking about how to strategize my whole long day. Right when i get out of the shower, i get an email that all...
So…
Everyone has been talking about Victoria’s Secret Fashion show, and i cannot wait till i have free time to watch this! I definitely DVR-ed it. I’m sure deven won’t complain about this show, mmm hm.
I WANT THEIR BODY. YUM.
November 2011
35 posts
Poor daisymay.
One of the greatest lost love stories that probably no one acknowledges is the love between a pet and their owner. They are confronted with love at first sight until both face the ending of a love caused by an unfortunate event.
I was just texting deven, and he went silent until he texted me that one of his dog, daisy, died. Even though she was old, it’s really sad and...
Bro, dude, sigh.
I will never be a druggie. I can’t imagine how hard it is for druggies to think about money. I just blew my bank account from buying two-month of adderall. The pharmacist could see in my face that i was either going to cry or punch him in the face for charging me so much. I really am not excited for Christmas whatsoever. Even though i’m doing secret santa with my...
Stumper.
How do you connect with someone that you really want back in your life? See, this is my problem. I’m great at confronting most of my issues, but there’s some that just puzzles me. I don’t know how to… bring a person back into my life. I don’t know how to be close anymore. It sucks because i don’t want to lose anyone. Yes, i am quite MIA most of the...
Hiatus from… living?
Okay, i’ve placed myself in an intense mode. I threw a very huge scene yesterday because i realize how much i fucked up in high school, and now i’m getting it. I must not only fight away community colleges to get the classes i need, but i need to prove to my dream colleges that i’ve changed my flaws. I know what i want, and i’m really going to...
Parents spank kids to not only discipline them,
but it helps the parents release their anger and frustration. I see how bratty and annoying kids are, and i finally understand why the hell parents smack their kids. Maybe if kids stop being such doucebags, i would sympathize for them. Otherwise, i would understand why parents do it.
From my family, my parents smacked us since we’re asians;...
Am i wrong to be strictly concentrated about my education and nothing else?
Pardon me sir or mam, but i’ve grown a little. Not too much to drink tea and eat crap with a pinky sticking up but enough to realize that my education will make or break my future life. I’ve not only never been so driven, so determined to do well, but also so passionate. In the past, i would relatively say i...
World, meet fruitloop.
I don’t really like cats at all… but i make an exception to one of deven’s family’s cat because he’s so FAT. I love FAT animals. The fatter they are, the better they are to be honest. They’re so squishy. I love to poke my finger in this cat and pretend i lost my finger. The best thing about this cat is the fact he acts like a fucken...
Size 1, being a cheapass, and a break from studying español.
Well, i’ve lost a couple of pounds, and i feel really good about myself. One: i don’t feel as fat as i did before. Two: i’m not craving for that much food compared to before. Three: i don’t have to buy more jeans for size 3.
I finally can squeeze into my size 1 jeans! Well, some i would say fit perfectly fine;...