January 2011
35 posts
What the hell do you get for guys on valentine’s day?
See the concept of valentine’s day is cute and all, but when you have to buy gift for your significant other, it’s just “what the fuck do you want?” I guess for girls, it’s so much easier. You can get girls anything; jewelry and anything that is cute. But for guys, what the hell do they want? It’s...
It’s getting so big, so quickly! I’m in love with it already.
I don’t want to be average. I want to be skinny!
Call me crazy because everyone else has been calling me crazy, or at least thinking it, but i want to be skinny, stick thin. The only people that understand my need are my sisters. It’s not like boobs or ass are in the cards for me in my existence, so a skinny body would be the best thing, right? Plus, i don’t fit in my jeans...
Yesterday, i went to the Staples Center for the first time, ever!
I was so excited because deven and i got free tickets to watch the kings, hockey not basketball. We got pretty good seats too. I just felt like a child, taking pictures of everything.
I had so much fun honestly. I’m not a very sportsy person and didn’t really like hockey before i went to this. But, i really...
Homer Simpson, you are classy forever.
Deven drew this to me since i love simpsons. I tried drawing homer, but it looked like a two yrs. old drew it. It’s too embarrassing to even take a picture of it as i delete it. I though this was a pretty cool drawing coming from someone who has never had drawing experience.
Homer’s first shower.
I love dogs, especially mine. They’ve been in my life more than anyone, excluding my family of course. But it hit me that both of my dogs, fatso and homer, are reaching to the end of their life-span. I don’t want to think of it because it makes me so sad. I’ve taken care of them since they were just puppies. It feels like yesterday that fatso was...
It’s technically consider “healthy” to have friends so stop being antisocial.
I read this article on yahoo! saying that it’s a proven fact that people who have significant others should have friends other than their boyfriend or girlfriend. I guess so because sometimes i want to punch myself and deven when i don’t see my friends in a while. I feel more at ease that...
Today was the first day where i craved to be passionate over photography.
I woke up today and just felt like using my DSLR. I haven’t been using my camera lately because i’m tired of taking the same pictures over and over. It’s boring. However, i just felt inspired about the same consistency: finding something new out of the norm. It was just really nice spending hours or so...
I just got photoshop, and it’s so confusing! I respect people who knows how to use photoshop without any problems. Maybe it’s because i just got it but it puzzles me in every way. I just watched a bokeh tutorial on youtube and it took me a while to get it, but i finally duplicated something that looks pretty awesome! I’m proud of myself.
My first niece/ nephew.
I got so teary eyed looking at this. One: I couldn’t see the little tiny fetus. Two: i can’t wait to hold him/ her in my arms.
Here’s a trippy fact: My niece/ nephew will be around the same age as deven’s youngest brother.
Say whaaaaaaa?!
I received this text one morning from my sister who just got married. This has to be the best text, ever. I’m going to be an auntie, and it’s possibly the best news! This was the news i could not say just yet because my sister wanted to tell everyone first, so now she allowed me to just share my excitement to internet people. I’m going to love this child like there’s no...
Nothing makes sense anymore.
Happiness is nonsense that just makes you happy.
Calm the fuck down, dude.
For once in my life, i want to clam the hell down. I want to just sit in a comfy chair with a cup of soy milk. I want to yell at people who are always so hasty to just chill the hell out. Life is so short honestly. That’s so cliche and shit, but it’s true. We always dwell on shit that doesn’t matter. We always complain about the negative shit that...
I got inspired.
The thing is, there’s a special trick to this. I’m loving it.
Messy hair, sex hair, baby.
My sketchy-ass charger.
So, since my old charger burnt out, literally burnt, i had to buy one. I’m not going to the apple store and buy the charger since it ranges from $80 to $100. Hell to the fucken no. I’m not made out of dinero! You know, i could have gone to ebay but i’m not a really huge fan on bidding. So annoying. So i actually went on amazon and bought it for more...
Remember when we had field trips and whoever brought lunchable was the shit for the day?
Yeah. What the fuck were we thinking? Judge people by food? God, we used to be huge fatties.
I have issues sleeping. Seriously, i cannot sleep. I always feel that the girl from the ring will come out and kill me, or something crazy from paranormal activity will happen to me. I fucken hate scary movies. Plus, not to sound cheesy or any type of shit, but when i’m about to fall asleep, i always catch myself to think of deven holding me without thinking about it. I hate it when he...
Another addition to the room: white drawer.
What the fuck is wrong with my encounter with furnitures? I can never have matching furnitures. In my loft, i now have two black furniture, brown closet, and white drawer. It makes me feel bittersweet just because, with the white drawer, i can store more things into it i guess? But at the same time, it doesn’t go with my loft. absolutely...
Motorcycles are so damn sexy.
I used to be really, extremely against motorcycles because in my mind, they just seem so dangerous. But after watching tron, i’m not going to lie, motorcycles are so goddamn amazingly hot. Maybe it was the guy riding on the ducati crazily without dying, but it just makes me want a motorcycle. It would be totally awesome just the fact that i wouldn’t...
I fucken hate hello kitty.
Every time i wake up and see this huge plushie in my room, i just think, “I fucken hate you ugly piece of crap!” You know, hello kitty has never really been one of my favorite sanrio characters, ever. I just felt obligated to liking this annoyance of a stupid cat because i’m asian, and the majority of asians love this thing. Before i got this, i...
Sister #3 moved back to headquarter house.
Shit, it’s so dirty now! It’s driving me insane. I’m sad because i had the house all to myself for a while and they come back to dirty it. During that time of being gone, i’ve cleaned not only my room, but house. Well actually, the room is a different topic, but that living room and the kitchen was cleaned yesterday. I felt...
There’s so many FUCK YOU’s written all over this. I should have been flipping the camera off, seriously. Is it possible to write on the back of the check, Go to hell, fuckers?
You know, i don’t appreciate it when someone just takes money out of my purse. It’s really disrespectful. I’m poor already. It’s essential for me to keep all my money. I’ve went through this kind of shit with my brother when i was little. I don’t need to be in fear of my belongings when i’m around you, fucker.
Mac charger… epically gone.
Holy fucken shit. My mac charger has been acting weird lately. It hasn’t been wanting to charge my mac really, and then… this happens. I touched the charger and it got so hot that it just detached. SHIT. And the worst part of this is buying a new one because god knows apple products are fucken expensive.
My loft is a mess.
I’m going to start calling my room a loft because it’s technically a loft rather than a bedroom. Plus, it sounds cooler than an ordinary bedroom, right? So in the beginning, where i just began moving in, i hated my room because it did not provide privacy since it does not have any walls. However, i’m over it. Just over it. This loft has taught me to be more...
Is it normal to have fantasies about things you know that will never happen in a million years? Or in other words, you wouldn’t ever want to have those fantasies to come true because they can shatter everything you’ve built? I’m not talking about nasty fantasies but just… things in cases that would follow “what would happen if this happened?”
Addicted to this drink. I have a thing for Japanese or just any type of Asian snacks. The packaging are too fucken cute and unique, and i feel that they are more healthier than the junk food i eat everyday.
You know, i’m probably the most white-wash asian every. Yet, i think being with a non-asian guy brings out the asian-ness of me. I’m kind of at shocked at the moment. Speechless...
It comes to a point in time where you realize that you can’t please everyone.
It would be relatively insane to even attempt to please everyone. Are you wanting to bow down to someone? Want to be someone’s bitch of perfection? There’s always going to be a flaw that someone sees and your job is to not give a fuck what people think about it. That’s the real flaw of mankind....
Empty wall.
I’ve cleared this wall. Took down every high school memory i had from this wall. Well not all, but some memorable one. I feel sort of bad but at the same time, i don’t want to wake up everyday and wake up to a wall of my past accomplishments and memories. Yeah those memories will be forever cherished, but I rather wake up to the present, future, or something that is more...
The other night, i went to watch Tron with Deven, and we took one of his younger brother along with us. It was a real shocker to me. See, when sister #1 was my age, she and her boyfriend at that time would take me to movies or places, like bowling. Oh yeah, may i add that i was about the same age as deven’s younger brother when all of this happen?
I just feel so old now. OLD. I remember...
Teach me how to dougie.
What the fuck is with that song? I hate songs that talk about the stupidest shit ever honestly. It’s not even great songs to bump to while driving! UGH. We only agreed to do the “dougie” because sister #3’s filipino boyfriend loves to dance and wanted to show us.
I hope everyone had a great new year’s eve by the way. I got to see people...
Sister #3’s boyfriend came back from Japan visiting his family to celebrate new year’s eve with us! How nice of him! He also bought for each of my family members things from Japan for christmas present. In return, we gave him a check, sponsoring him for his next marathon. Awesome huh? Thank you Ryan for all of these cute things!
Here’s a perk of having sisters with expensive taste.
Sister #1 just came into my room and just asked if i wanted this. I thought she was selling it to me so i told her to suck my toe. She said, “No stupid! This is your early birthday present!” I’m just shocked. She never gave her brand-name purses that she bought with her own money to anyone in my family. We usually...